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ahhhhh i really miss 4/9!!!!! SHIEMARRAKAN ROXX

2005-01-08T05:14:00.000-08:00

hmmmm its 2005 le...one wk in rj...still have mixed feelings bout it lar...maybe i dunno everyone well enough yet..haiz...im just vvv shy in front of ppl i dunno well..haha guess all my friends can nv imagine a shy me actually..those from ny..but nvm...ya..so sometimes i feel quite alone and everything..sob..like i remember all my lessons and times in ny..i'll just play ard wherever i go..and everyday's just so happy and fun...ya but maybe this transition teaches me not to be so playful and mischievous..haiz...or maybe i'll still be when i noe everyone better..sigh..

and my OG's nice lar..SHEIMARRAKAN rox!!!!! hehe must go for OG outings k!!!! hehe :) yes zhiqi, u like my title??? haha

and i so happy i packed my messy room liao!!!!! finished on 2 jan!!! just b4 sch reopened hahaa..was dragging it for soo long..but i took damn long lar...im just v sentimental i guess..looking at everything again..n i really din bear throw away lotsa stuff!! sobsob..

just went out wif 4/9 ppl today!!!!! ahh i really miss u guys....soo soo much!!!!! steph, kwa, xiao gui, bin, charms, ying2, ouou,vizanne, ah ngoh, huiwen....u all made my day!!!!!! haha it was really nice just sitting in the food court toking and everything...so much better than walking ard and shopping!!!!! haha...and stupid xiao gui!! go and cry lar...miss bin don miss me!!!! then made me cry too!!!!!!argh u stupid......cannot cry anymore k????? can always meet up and stuff..and we can always meet at my hse bus stop! so convenient for u..haha..then we can go study together!!!!!!hehe..yeah keep in touch k? yes i REALLY MISS 4/9..everyone's super nice.....ahh i need time i guess

going to start lessons next wk.....going to miss sheimarrakan and my slack days...though i think next wk's quite slack too haha.....if only life could remain like that..haha lazy me..

going for msu lunch tmr..oh it stands for match-stick users...the 12 of us who applied for pga..haha..yeah..wanna see everyone again!!!!!
and i cant stand chorkie!!!!!!!! he even has his own webbie of his puzzles!!! ahhh intellectual ppl...make me feel stupid only..haizzzz

okie...shall go now..byeee

Haha I’m finally blogging!

2004-12-12T00:17:00.000-08:00

Haha im finally blogging..but dunno about wad too..but left this stagnant for sooo long..shall come back here and crap…but there’s no motivation at all lor…my whole blog’s so empty and nothing..no links at all! Not that I noe how to..and no tag board too..haiz…im a computer illiterate! Haha

Nway I guess this is going to be the most relaxing period in my life.. really…so I must really cherish this holidays! I can just do whatever I want without feeling the slightest bit guilty..even sleeping the whole day! Haha there’s no homework or anything AT ALL lor!! Ahhhh but sometimes I do feel bored..especially if im just alone at home..but luckily that’s not very frequent..like at most 3 days or sth?? Im either out or ppl come over or my mummy takes half day leave…haha..lucky me… J

Haiz I noe ppl tok about their day’s happenings in their blogs..but I cant possibly do that!! Cos I’ll have sooo much to write!! Since o levels ended haha..nvm erm wad can I say?? Mon went to school for guides rehearsal and prep for farewell?? Tues ouou and kwa came over?? Wed.. eh..wed wad did I do ar?? Eh nooo wrong liao..tues went sentosa wif jing xiu and mel…wanted to get a tan but the whole sky was overcast lor! Bet it was 8/8 or sth..haha..so in the end went to mel’s house after that…played playstation…and my racing was really lousy! My car kept going round in circles! And ivan (her brother) chose some class A car (supposedly for the experts) and advised me to choose some class b or c car lor! Haha so funny..but I still couldn’t control the car at all! Haiz..but I enjoyed myself lar..thanks mel!!! Then stayed till 9..cos both jing xiu and I got addicted to that puzzle bubble game haha…very fun!! Then I kept saying all of them so cunning! Add balls to mine!

Ok wed ar..ouou came over…I wanted to pass her her bdae card…which I took like 4 days to draw! Haha..nvm…im just slow lar…then kwa came over later in the afternoon too..spent most of the day watching tv, ld, and vcd..lassie and baby’s day out! Haha..but mummy go Taiwan oredy..couldnt really wish her happy birthday…haiz..

Then thurs..hmm wad did I do?? Oh I think I stayed at home..ya…then my mummy took half day..then spent the whole day reading that shopaholic ties the knot book..the last book I ever imagined myself to be reading! Haha…but was very addictive! And I finished it! Think I going to wear specs v soon lor…

Then fri..went to sentosa again..for our sec 4 batch outing! Haha..and I wanted to get tanned! But in e end only kana burnt at my shoulders..haha.. and that day..which is ytd..haha..was ouou’s bdae! So happy birthday mummy!!!!!!! May all ur dreams come true! Haha

Then today’s sat lar…ahh ok I bet im boring anyone who’s reading this now…like who wants to know how I spent my week?!?! This is nonsense lor…ok lar…lazy to type liao..hehe…but I miss 4/9!!!! And to ying ying, I miss u too! And liow must take a nice pic of urself in us k! and jing xiu too! And ouou and xiao gui in Taiwan too! Hehe give me for Christmas! Haha I’ll try my best to come back here..or not I bet it’ll just be stagnant again.. heez
Oh and happy birthday to jing xiu too! Whose bdae is on mon!! haha

my scary dream

2004-07-02T20:43:00.000-07:00

school has reopened...and 1 week has passed liao.. and i still have uncompleted holiday hw!! ahhh..nvm thats usual of me anywya..just that this time the hw's more! haiz.. i must really jia you lor! cannot be so slack and no prioritization anymore..

anyway had my be prepared test on the last sat of the hols.. 26 june.. and now im reallly really unsure about whether im going to pass...yah...its like normally i should be able to tell if i can pass or fail... but dis time i really cant!! ahhhh hate e suspense and fear and stuff..but im not too hopeful lar...cos i miscalculated my budget..and i dunno how big a problem it is in the testers' eyes..yah..my task was to plan a 2 day itinerary for 2 overseas vsitors who are guides, and must include food and attractions, budget of $50, explain choice of sites and give directions on how to get to the various places....and i was given 2 hrs...yah...the whole thing was quite messy..so luckily i was given a chance to present..or not my proposal would be a fail straight away..haiz....

but i realllly wanna thank kwa and liow.. for being so concerned!! haha..keep smsing me and asking me how it was.. i feel loved!! hahah and kwa esp.. you've been a greatt greatt help!! helping me wif simply everything and giving me the support and courage...aiyah wadeva i want to say i oredy said in the letter liao..haha

yeah and i wanna thank the other MSUs: Dorinda, Joanna, Melissa, Chieh, Gracia, Wei Jie, Clara, Xiao Lee, Joyce, Peiyi!! yeah i wouldnt have been able to do anything by myself... Thanks so much (,")

oh yes i keep getting bad omens that im gonna fail..i just had this vvvv bad dream last nite...ms j called my house at night..then told me some joke..trying to trick me bout sth..then later she told me that i did not pass my be prepared...yah....i still can remember the words lor...then dunno why all of us had to go back to some place..supposedly the guides hq though din look like it at all..nvm my dreams always create places and people one..haha... then the whole dream seemed sooo real lor...and from ny like only chieh and gracia passed i think..that's my dream lar... and i was so much more relieved after i woke up and realized it was just a dream..haiz...... really worried..but nvm cant do anything bout it now...shall concentrate on my studies and prelims!! yes!

ok supposed to be online till 12...so i shall end here..shall make a more effective attempt at following my schedule...hahah byee

haiz... where are my holidays!??!

2004-06-21T03:14:00.000-07:00

haha dunno why im back here again..when i decided earlier to give this whole thing up.. oooh and liow posted a comment! ahhaha guess she's e only person who noes bout this stupid thing.haha..feeling bored now...

just came back from piano..and my piano teacher's nuts!! she just told me my exam is on 19 july!! goodness like im so unprepared lor! ahhh i dowan to fail!! argh nvm must practise moreeee

came back from sch too..was studying..no doing hw..haha..wif mel, xiao lee, chieh, dorinda an me! hahah i was telling them jokes from this 1001 cool jokes book i found on the table we were sitting at...and its so damn funny lor! hahaha.. like there was this lame qn..
can february march? then the ans was: no, but april may..hahah so damn lame and funny lor! then got another one...

What do you call a vampire who is single?
A bat-chelor...hahah
nvm amusing myself

yeah still got tonss of hw left..dunno how im ever going to finish.. was supposed to study for prelims too lor! wad the hell..now can't even finish hw..haiz..pga has been taking up too much of my time! results going to be out on thurs..miss j's gonna call...just like for the interview..haiz..the suspense...but glad 5 of them passed oredy..cos their tester told them..oh the camp was fr 14-16.. and my tester tested only me lor! haiz..really dunno if i pass lar..but hope everyone passes! yeah...budden the be prepared round is another difficult part.. ahhhhh nvm shall just let nature take its course.. yah the camp was fun! i learnt many many things...skills wise, character wise..and the best thing of all, i made lotsa friends! yeah... it was fulfilling.. :) okie...shall end here..see if im ever gonna come back here..ahah

soo many things ...too little time

2004-06-12T09:38:00.000-07:00

haiz im super stressed!!! feeling bored now..thou i shouldnt be..cos there are so many things i have to do..nvm it'll all be over by next wed..yeah..the stress... shant think too much...
oh anyway everyone shd go to this website!
www.foreverfriends.co.uk

its sooo sweet lor! esp all the wallpapers...every single pic there just melts my heart lor!! ahhhh..feel like printing all of them and making them into cards! thanks bin for introducing it to me! ahhh hahah i feel so overwhelmed!

nway i don feel like its e hols at alL! like haven been down to hw at all.. apart fr a little maths which i did wif bin and ou ou at e romantic espalanade library..when the staff keep asking us to keep our stuff and ou ou act smart go take sum music books for us..to pretend to be reading... so fake lor! haha.. then she summore ask me go hide her slipper for her to find! so childish rite!! hahahaha :P ouou don scold me for revealing it! yeah nway cannot waste time liao! BYE!!

Inspired by Liow!!!

2004-05-24T06:25:00.000-07:00

hahaha..just saw liowliow's blog..so nice lor!!! i oso want to come here play!!! haha...actually i tried to have one like last yr..but failed terribly cos i'm a computer illiterate...haiz..so i gave up...but nvm this time i will have e determination!!! yes!!!! if i nv try i'll nv learn!! haha... i feel stupid toking to myself...ahhhh...perhaps im just inexperienced in typing online..haha.. i prefer writing one lar..but nvm come here play play.. ahhh i need someone to teach me!! after this i oso dunno wad to do!!! ahhhh